From the recording Prayer for Loving Kindness
Music & Lyrics Written by Amy MacClain
Produced by Amy MacClain & Gawain Matthews
All instruments played by Gawain Matthews except drums played by Kyle Caprista
Lyrics
THE FOG’S SO THICK THIS MORNING
I CAN’T SEE THE RAIN
OH BUT I FEEL IT COMING DOWN
LIKE AN OLD FAMILIAR FRIEND
I WELCOME IN THE PAIN
YOU KNOW I KNEW YOU WERE COMING ROUND
AND IT’S COMING OVER ME, THE IMPOSSIBLE BELIEF NOTHING’S GONNA CHANGE
MY EYES ARE HEAVY NOW
LAST NIGHT I COULDN’T SLEEP
TOSSING AND TURNING
WITH THE SAME OLD STRUGGLING
AND LIKE A BLINDFOLD WHEN IT COMES I CANNOT SEE
SO I RELY ON THESE MEMORIES
AND WHEN I COVER MYSELF
WITH THIS BLANKET OF DESPAIR
CAN I PLEASE CALL YOUR NAME
TO HELP ME SEE
THAT THIS IS NOT THE FUTURE
BUT A PAST I CAN LET GO
NO THIS IS NOT THE HERE AND NOW ME WHEN I STOP AND I BREATHE
I CAN REMEMBER TO REMEMBER
WHO I AM
REMEMBER TO REMEMBER
ALL I HAVE
ALL I’VE LEARNED
ALL THAT’S CHANGED IN ME
ALL MY TOOLS AT THE READY
I’LL TAKE MY STAND AND I’LL PRAY TO SEE
ONE MORE TIME ONE MORE TIME
I AM NOT THAT LITTLE GIRL
WHO’S SITTING IN HER CAVE
LISTENING TO THE FIGHTING
WAITING FOR THE WAVES
OF ALL THE ANGER
THAT WILL SURELY COME HER WAY
WITH NO ESCAPE
WHEN IT’S COMING OVER ME
THE CRUSHING FANTASY
THAT I NEED SOME RESCUING
I CAN REMEMBER TO REMEMBER
WHO I AM
REMEMBER TO REMEMBER
ALL I HAVE
ALL I’VE LEARNED
ALL THAT’S CHANGED IN ME
ALL MY TOOLS AT THE READY
I’LL TAKE MY STAND AND I’LL PRAY TO SEE
ONE MORE TIME ONE MORE TIME
LAY IT ALL DOWN LET IT ALL GO
AND TURN TO WHAT YOU KNOW
THE FOG'S SO THICK THIS MORNING
I CAN’T SEE THE RAIN
OH BUT I FEEL IT COMIN DOWN
I TURN UP TO THE SKY
MY TEARS AN OFFERING
WASHING ME CLEAN
WASHING ME CLEAN